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YourTurnSubscriberWrites: A tragic apology

SubscriberWrites: A tragic apology

Victim, Enablers and the Irrationality of Abuse

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What did I do to deserve this?

These piercing barbs, mocking memes,

vicious gossip, whisper campaigns—

tearing apart my psyche,

every single day.

Why do you do what you do?

We know we’ve not been good to you

And we keenly feel your pain too

This is something we never wanted to do

But the concoction of lies, half-truths and rumours

perplexed us beyond words.

Spurred on by some crazy notion,

we lost our inner compass.

Then why don’t you stop, once and for all?

Every awakening is accompanied by a fall

Why do you keep lingering on the edge of hell?

You’re killing me and disfiguring your soul.

We don’t mean to hurt you.

You are loved. You are like us.

But, you see, there are commands

that come from above.

What do you mean by “above”?

Does God tell you to follow instructions at

loggerheads with his own lessons?

Is he breathing down your spine,

which is already broken?

No, it’s not God. It’s the one in charge.

In charge of what, in the name of the Lord?

In charge of our safety.

Your safety? Who’s harming you?

The Other.

Did you say “brother”?

Or “neighbour”?

Or the “weather”?

Will you pardon my ears

and repeat the answer.

The Other.

What have I got to do with this “Other”—

the target of your vacuous ire—

if I may venture to enquire?

YOU are the Other.

But, you admitted, I’m just like you.

In a way, that is true.

We kind of feel that too.

Be we must conform

if we have to belong.

Do I not belong?

Maybe you do.

But we’ve been told to close ranks

to protect ourselves from you.

Protect? Where is the threat?

There is. Apparently, there is.

That’s the general consensus.

We need to be afraid.

We must be on our guard.

That’s we’ve heard.

That’s what is said.

There’s something like that.

That’s what we know …

We don’t really know …

But there is something, it seems …

So, you’re frightened by some morbid fantasy

Gripped by paranoia

Ready to relinquish your humanity

for … what did you say? Oh, yeah right, “safety”,

whatever that means in your vocabulary.

So, you are decent people driven crazy by the

phantom of fear

You’re all kind, very kind

It’s just that you’re losing your mind

So, I must be patient and let you walk all over me.

These are dark times

Everyone’s changing

We’re being carried along

where the wind is blowing.

But it’s getting too much for us too.

We’ll have to make amends

for what we made you go through.

We promise to bring you a band-aid

that can be applied to all wounds.

Even those festering in one’s heart?

And what about the scars

that will bear witness to this barbarity?

But let’s leave that aside

Because no answer will suffice

I’ll have to live with my wounds

There’s no magic balm

for the injuries you’ve caused,

injuries of which I’ve now lost count.

Would an apology make you feel good?

Oh, yes, that really helps … 

By the way, when will you enable abuse next?

Be kind enough to keep me informed.

It takes me some time to put my armour on.

This will end. We won’t be a party to this nonsense.

Why do I feel I’ve heard this before?

A thousand times at least, if not more.

Never again. Never again.

Yes, you won’t do this again

until of course the orders are sent.

Then you’ll be a good soldier

and attack a defenceless innocent,

maybe even your own girlfriend.

 

You’ve lost your agency with your irresolution

Muddled your heads with made-up confusion

I know you all have “good intentions” 

But, somehow, they don’t get reflected in your actions. 

Yet, you seem to be cast in a decent mould 

But it might just break when the next rock is hurled.

In case I don’t get up after the fall,

please show your humanity by attending my funeral.

                                                   

Note: This is an intense poetic dialogue between an individual and his compatriots, who have labelled him as the Other. The individual’s only fault is that he doesn’t belong to the majority community. This becomes reason enough to view him with suspicion and attack him without provocation. Though his fellow humans have been swayed by misleading rhetoric, the voice of their conscience refuses to be suppressed. They are, however, too confused to apologise with unwavering conviction—the tragedy of indoctrination. I wrote this poem as a keen observer of society, with a PhD that examines the possibility of peace and mutual care in an increasingly volatile and violent world.

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